I think sometime she would like to have another girl to play with, while I serve them both.
Here’s another picture of my guiche piercing. It’s healing quite well, though there is still some discomfort when I sit down. But that’s good; it reminds me of what was done to me, and why. And then I feel proud to be her good boy, my body pierced for her pleasure.
My lady has returned home after an extended visit. I miss her terribly, though I hope we shall soon be reunited, this time for good. In the meantime she is still my domme, though I am under a light regime. Communications are not easy and so rules are difficult to enforce. But I very much want to serve her and be a good boy.
Sadie has gone away now after her extended visit. But she will be back before long. She says when she returns we will start serious training for me to be her ass-slut. She fucked me once with her strap-on. Next time she will prepare me for regular pegging. I think that will mean lots of butt-plugs and anal massagers, plus a lot of hand-work from her. I know I need this, even though it will be hard work to take it all.
Yesterday she made me come on her tits, then lick it off. I don’t like licking up semen, but when I am really horny it’s hot to be made to do it. The problem is, as soon as I have come and the sexual urge has been assuaged, any desire I have to perform this act simply melts away. Of course this made no difference. She simply pointed to the creamy drops on her chest, making it clear I had no option but to clean up.
Once or twice she has made me lick up other men’s cum. I’m even more resistant to this, but at least when I do it I haven’t come myself, so I can get a sort of perverse pleasure from being forced to do it.
I like the expression on this domme’s face: disdainful, not in the least concerned that he is feeling extreme pain. My lady has a different style from this. When she is hurting me she is generally smiling, even laughing as I writhe and groan. She enjoys it so much she can’t hide her feelings.
Last night she hurt my nipples a lot. The nasty clamps were on for a long time, adjusted to an extreme strength. Often she pulled on the chain connecting them, or twisted them. I cried out. I wouldn’t say she took me up to my limit but I was getting close when she decided that was enough. Of course as soon as the clamps came on I half-wanted them back on again. But as much as she loves to hurt me, she also likes to let me know that she is always in control. So when she wants to stop, that is that.
Once you start on piercing, you never know where it will stop. Unfortunately, that won’t be my decision.
Yesterday my lady had me pierced. This is the result. As you can see, it’s a guiche, a ring inserted in the perineum, at the base of the balls. It’s a very big step in my development as her submissive, in my progress towards being the good boy she wants me to be. I’ll write more about it in my blog:
She hurt my nipples last night, a lot. It was the kind of pain I crave; the more it hurt, the more I wanted. Could she ever go too far, hurt me more than I could bear? Yes, I think so, and it’s a scary thought. But if that’s what she wants, she will do it. Nothing I can say will make any difference. On the other hand, if I ask for more, that doesn’t really make any difference either, Last night I could have taken more, and indeed I asked for it. No, she said; that’s enough. But she has threatened me with more today: fifteen minutes with the nasty clamps, the ones with serrated teeth like a crocodile. My nipples are sore already; soon they will be worse.